It looks like i owe everyone a story to tell. Especially all of u who cared for me and been praying for me since those days in school, DISTED COLLEGE, INTI COLLEGE, and now… IPG and PRIME COLLEGE.

I cant name all of u, but .. thanx for being such an impact in my life. I would never had been able to go through all this alone. I thank GOD for always sending these sort of people to be with me during times of trial. I used to be ashamed of my own stupidity and failures, but today, im ready to tell the world my story. My life story is too long. So ive decided to start from the begining from the day i left INTI college. This is one part of me that many dun know because this was the period i shun myself from the world. Nothing extraordinary, but it was eventful for me. All Im going to share is real. I didnt make up the story. It is the real story of my life.

Because the whole story covers 2 years plus, i have to summarise it in a few parts. Its too long to tell, just the ones i consider important and sharable will be included. Throughout this journey, u will realise that my best and true friend is Jesus alone. Once youve tasted God’s grace, ur life will be changed forever, just like how it changed mine.

OK heres my story… since i sangkut in INTI College.

THE DAY I LEFT INTI COLLEGE
      I thought INTI was heaven for me. And i love tat place tat, i didnt want to go home. God knows my evil desires. Actually, deep down in my heart, becos of past hurts in my family, ive made up my mind that once ive graduated, ill never step back home and i dun wanna hav anything to do with my family. This was even after ive known Jesus. I was so selfish and unforgiving, that i wanted to enter heaven and let them rot in hell. This is definitely not Christ-like character. God will definitely teach me a good lesson, and HE did..!!!
   
    There was once a South African ang moh(mat salleh) that came along with a team from Perry’s church in JB prophesy to me during an invitation to our INTI CF. He told me that "God has revealed to me that u have a serious family problem, and GOD wants to work with your family". U see this guy comes from another part of the world, and i dun know him at all, but GOD revealed to him wat my dark secret was. GOD wants me to forgive and forget. I tried, but it was real hard. Cos my parents dun have anything for me to love them besides the financial support they provide.  The torture back home was always in my mind… every detail is still clear in my mind till today.

    For those who dont know wat is a prophesy… a prophecy is when GOD tells or reveals to another person to tell u something. A prophet is a messenger of GOD. He or she tells what GOD wants them to say. They become GOD’s mouth. This is the work of the HOLY SPIRIT of GOD. If any of u dun understand… contact me… ill make sure u understand. Serious..!!!

     God has a great plan for my life…. even i didnt know wat was coming. I flunged in my C++ paper. And that pissed my dad very much, cos it was the 2nd time. My dad stopped me from studying in INTI college. I didnt even get to say goodbye to my frens in INTI. I just left without a notice. I only phoned them to inform them of my departure. Well.. this is all my own wrong doing, cos i shud hav studied…
   
    When i came home… guess wat… it was hell. Well i have to thank Pr. Shaw Ming for constantly praying for my education. At first, i tot that was the end of my education. My dad threatened to put me in Alor Setar to work as a contractor, doing mosaic or be a wireman. Can u imagine me doing tat? Dah la kurus kering…. hehe… It was sort of the end of my engineering life…

to be continued…..