If u guys havent read the
previous ones… click on the above.. i spent hours writing them.. Its about my life since i left Inti College till i finally become a
FRONTLINER… check it out !!!

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Ive finally reached the end of the road. I kept wondering… is it the end of my legacy? wat about my big dreams (yang bakal menggegar dunia… konon)? the biography my God-sister’s suppose to write about me? Is it over? Will it all end here?

I dun see myself having any future studying in ITB. How could someone like me end up in such a mess..? My dad use to tell me this… u grow up with so much hope and promise… but uve proven urself to be a failure. I was a flop.

At the end of the road… i got no one to turn to… i cant even trust my parents back then… I finally turned back to GOD… And i prayed real hard daily…

" Pls Lord, take me away from this place. I dun wanna study in ITB anymore. I dunno how r u gonna do it… but Pls… get me out of this place ". I say this prayer every night without fail.

One fine day, an ironic thing happened. After coming back from classes, after dinner, my dad asked me… DID YOU SEE THE NEWS TODAY ON TV? i said no… where got time to c tv… then he continued, today, the education ministry just launched an "OPERASI GERAK GEMPUR". They went to catch colleges and institutions offering ILLEGAL PROGRAMMES. And the BEST PART WAS…. INSTITUT TEKNOLOGI BUTTERWORTH WAS ON THE LIST !!!!

Oh my goodness… i cant believe it… its happening… GOD DID A MIRACLE.. He answered my prayers. While everyone was worried bout their future, i was happy… i knew that GOD was gonna bring me to greener pastures.

I bet most of us would consider themselves lucky to get caught up in such a situation cos the odds are very low.

At tat time i thought… hahaha… im going out of penang… away from home… yeah…
It was deepavali. I thought that i was on my way to IPOH… Linton College… to continue my engineering, cos in the whole penang… at tat time, there was no mechanical engineering course.

Something happened tat morning. My dad caught me red handed sleeping on the sofa. Then he burst off into rage. There goes my hope of going to IPOH. Then onwards… he said, i will never ever let u go away past my own eyes. U r never going to leave this home if u want to study. Looks like, things r still the same for me. As long as im at home, its still hell for me.

But i still thanked GOD… for tat miracle… it seems now, ITB is still operating. But tat incident definitely got me out of ITB. Next part, i will tell u more on how GOD lead me to better place. As u can see, the hands of GOD was always upon my life. Even when ive swayed away from HIM, GOD is always faithful. He remembers all my prayers, during those times when i was still faithful to HIM. He remembers how faithful i used to be. And Hes never given up hope on me. Thank You Jesus for believing in me. I have a destiny, and i know i shall fulfill.

To be continued…

Jason,

Your personality is Choleric Melancholy. You may want to review the definitions

Your scores are below

Overall:
Melancholy:8
Phlegmatic:0
Sanguine:5
Choleric:27

Strengths:
Melancholy:3
Phlegmatic:0
Sanguine:1
Choleric:16

Weakneses:
Melancholy:5
Phlegmatic:0
Sanguine:4
Choleric:11

Ive just done my personality test again(results above). Im shocked to find that my personality tests shows otherwise. Ive done it previously for 3 times, and it consistently showed that im a Sanguine-Choleric. Now, im a Choleric-Melancholy.

Its very rare to see change in personality. Im still questioning the reasons behind the change. Is it a good thing? What does it mean? maybe u fellows can enlighten me on it…

All i can conclude is, I have changed for the past 1 year. Ill make sure its for the better..

Sometimes i wonder… wat happened to all my ex-Inti buddies… Those were one of the best days of my life. I got to meet with so many funny and weird people. And it was there in Inti i met some of the most passionate-for-Christ people ever. Inti Christian Fellowship… those memories i had over there, i will always cherish it till the day we meet in heaven… The impact u guys left on me… is far too great. In such a spiritually dry area such as Nilai, theres where we learn to be accountable, and rely on GOD. In such places only the faithful shall thrive and carry on.

Last friday, i met up with Shanti KATHRIPILLAI. She came to visit me in Penang with her brunei friend. Thank you for coming over. I brought them to Gurney Drive.

While in Gurney Drive, i happenened to bump with Yew Fong (aka Gentle or better known as Darlene Ho). It was an arrangement by GOD for the 3 of us to meet. Yew Fong’s from Ipoh and Kathripillai is from Kajang, yet we meet in Gurney Drive.

We had a nice time sharing about our lifes and catching up with wats been going on with each other. I asked each of them one question, a question which bugs me all the time… WHAT IS GOD’s PURPOSE FOR UR LIFE? WHAT IS UR CALLING?

Kathripillai.
Kathripillai shared that she will take care of RUMAH FAITH one day. Rumah Faith is an orphanage home in Kajang. She feels that her burden is in the orphanage home. After hearing testimonies… i can feel that GOD’s doing a mighty work over there in Rumah Faith. I also heard her sharing about MOSES HITAM’s life story… (her father, Pr Terrance Sinadurai). I learnt tat if a man is faithful and passionate with the LORD, every ground he steps, will prosper. Keep it up Kathripillai !!! I belief this GOD planted burden will bring u to touch many souls out there whom are weeping… God will use u to bring Joy to these orphans..

Darlene Ho.
Darlene Ho (cos his favourite singer is Darlene Czech.. dunno how to spell la..) shared his desires as well. Hes going fulltime one day. Means… hes gonna be a pastor one day. Hey… hes a first generation christian u know… Breaking new boundaries in his family. I remember u use to share with me about how badly u want ur families salvation… Keep it up !!! They will see it one day, that our GOD that we serve is the true and living GOD… It will be thru ur life that they will come to know the LORD.. Oh ya… i miss ur worship leading… Cant wait to see u pastor a church and lead its worship team… So.. im waiting for the day i can finally call u..  Pastor Yew Fong…

As for me… ive shared this to many people before, God has given me a burden to reach out to souls. Im gonna be an evanglist or missionary one fine day like the apostle Peter and Paul. It has been the highlight of my life since Christ came into my life. Im working towards it right now. Still got a long way to go. While working on it, im also doing my mission works in the place GOD has placed me, my college and network of friends. I also want to stress this, WHILE CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE MORE GIFTED FOR MISSIONS, EVERY CHRISTIAN MUST EVANGLIZE !!! whether or not u r gifted, Evanglism is every christian’s responsibility, not just for the chosen few.

I had a bad week. But i must say, meeting with these 2 fellows certainly encouraged me a lot. I felt the Joy of serving the LORD. Im felt so encouraged to hear that there are souls in another part of this world who loves JESUS so much. Let us run our race and fulfill the destiny that GOD has planned for us. Let us complete the race with perseverance and endurance… !!! Thank you Brother and Sister. U guys are the best… U r the fellows that make me never regret my INTI days. I know it was GODs plan all this while that we get to know each other and encourage one another…

SO KEEP IT UP !!! FINISH THE RACE… Let the fire continue burning.. till we meet in Heaven one day !!! I want to see u guys there !!!