If u guys havent read the
previous ones… click on the above.. i spent hours writing them.. Its about my life since i left Inti College till i finally become a
FRONTLINER… check it out !!!

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Ive finally reached the end of the road. I kept wondering… is it the end of my legacy? wat about my big dreams (yang bakal menggegar dunia… konon)? the biography my God-sister’s suppose to write about me? Is it over? Will it all end here?

I dun see myself having any future studying in ITB. How could someone like me end up in such a mess..? My dad use to tell me this… u grow up with so much hope and promise… but uve proven urself to be a failure. I was a flop.

At the end of the road… i got no one to turn to… i cant even trust my parents back then… I finally turned back to GOD… And i prayed real hard daily…

" Pls Lord, take me away from this place. I dun wanna study in ITB anymore. I dunno how r u gonna do it… but Pls… get me out of this place ". I say this prayer every night without fail.

One fine day, an ironic thing happened. After coming back from classes, after dinner, my dad asked me… DID YOU SEE THE NEWS TODAY ON TV? i said no… where got time to c tv… then he continued, today, the education ministry just launched an "OPERASI GERAK GEMPUR". They went to catch colleges and institutions offering ILLEGAL PROGRAMMES. And the BEST PART WAS…. INSTITUT TEKNOLOGI BUTTERWORTH WAS ON THE LIST !!!!

Oh my goodness… i cant believe it… its happening… GOD DID A MIRACLE.. He answered my prayers. While everyone was worried bout their future, i was happy… i knew that GOD was gonna bring me to greener pastures.

I bet most of us would consider themselves lucky to get caught up in such a situation cos the odds are very low.

At tat time i thought… hahaha… im going out of penang… away from home… yeah…
It was deepavali. I thought that i was on my way to IPOH… Linton College… to continue my engineering, cos in the whole penang… at tat time, there was no mechanical engineering course.

Something happened tat morning. My dad caught me red handed sleeping on the sofa. Then he burst off into rage. There goes my hope of going to IPOH. Then onwards… he said, i will never ever let u go away past my own eyes. U r never going to leave this home if u want to study. Looks like, things r still the same for me. As long as im at home, its still hell for me.

But i still thanked GOD… for tat miracle… it seems now, ITB is still operating. But tat incident definitely got me out of ITB. Next part, i will tell u more on how GOD lead me to better place. As u can see, the hands of GOD was always upon my life. Even when ive swayed away from HIM, GOD is always faithful. He remembers all my prayers, during those times when i was still faithful to HIM. He remembers how faithful i used to be. And Hes never given up hope on me. Thank You Jesus for believing in me. I have a destiny, and i know i shall fulfill.

To be continued…