Finally yesterday, 12am, after one year of preparation, ive approached my dad and told him the truth that ive been attending church. I was scared at first. Before I started, i thought of cheating and lying a little to distort the truth. Yet, My GOD wont be happy with it.

I asked GOD to change my heart and fill me with His Holy Spirit. Somehow, i did it. I told nothing but the truth and only the truth alone. I tell you, that was the Holy Spirit. By my own understanding and own strength, i couldnt have done it. For ive been a lier all my life. But as i put the LORD as my utmost priority, HE has set me free from these bondages of sin. I was bold enough to speak the truth out. I was ready for any form of reaction my dad would give. Because i know, this is wat the LORD wants me to do. It may be suicidal. But this an oppurtunity to show GOD how faithful i am to HIM.

I started by asking my dad, " are you free? can we sit down and talk? ". And then, i said, " i want to make a confession,… that ive been attending church ". And then he answered, " why isit that u wan to waste ur time attending church". And then it goes on and on, from 12am till 1.30am. My dad went on and keep talking bout my past. Although i hated it, i had to listen and be patient. Surprisingly, i thought of the worst happening, yet, it wasnt that bad after all. But he is very very pissed. Well i expected tat.

What makes me sad is that, ive always been a bad testimony at home. But this is going to change. My dad told me, u choose, ur church or stay with me. I chose to stay back home. The reason is because, if i chose the church, i am rebelling against my dad. This is not honoring my parents, and thus it doesnt honor GOD. God has planted me back home for a purpose.

Ive always wanted to be an evanglist/missionary one day. But if i dont even have faith to overcome my parents, how can i face persecution? This is just the beginning of a new spiritual journey for me. More to come. I have the desire to plant churches one day. Yet…firstly i need to start building my church at HOME.

Today, although im saddened by the fact that i wont be attending frontliners anymore, i rejoice. GOD has freed my from SATAN’s slavery. Christ has done it again. Today Satan trembles. For I no longer live a life of lies. I AM FREE INDEED !!! Satan can no longer use this against me anymore. No more condemnation. For this is the day the Lord has made.

Today, the Lord has made a way for me to lead a righteous life once again. Praise The LORD !!! Thank you frontliners… for impacting my life. Be strong and courageous. We hold the KEYS to the Kingdom Of Heaven. The Lord our GOD is with us always !!! Amen, Hallelujah !!!